i aint no statue!!!!

CURSING!!!haaaa....its my turn....daijobou ja nai!!!

HELL!!!!

DATS BITTER ....

ERMM...

JUZ WANA YELL OUT HERE...

I HATE HIM....

FREVER IN MY LIFE!!!!

SHIT!!

I NEVE HATE ANYONE LIKE I HATE HIM

RITE NOW!!!!

ERM MYB I CAN B HYPOCRITE...

HUH...

I AM...

BUT DEEP IN MY HEART!!!

IM BURSTING INTO TEARS....

WASNT SAD TEARS O SORROW TEARS!!

ONLY HATES!!!!!

LAUGHED AT ME...

I'VE BEEN TREATED LIKE SHIT!!!!

IM NOT GARBAGE!!!!

YOU MORON!!!

I JUZ HATE YOU!!!

IN MY EVRY PRAYERS....

I HOPES DAT U'LL B "VANISH"

SOON....

MYB ALLAH WLL PAY BACK...

WAT U DID TO ME...

TO US!!!!

NAAA....

I STIL CAN SMILES....

BT BLIEVES ME...

ITS JUZ FAKE OF MINE!!!!!!

haih...wel misery....

expect me to b fine?
neeee~~~
im not...n surely i cant....
YA ALLAH....~~~
gves me enough strength plz....
im weak....
n weaker...
i cant stop cryin....
wel...wat im goin to do...
how im goin to live...~~
things gona b sooo dammn misery...
and so damn diff to me....~~~
lihsm.....

life's suck~~

huh~~

no one really noe d real story

of my life~~

its not i dowan to share wth them,,

juz im scred dat tings goin to b worsts~~

so i preffred to keep it wth me~~~

dn blamed them~~

juz smtimes~~

feel like a stupid moron~~

i have been foolEd~~

ermmm....

dis is wat i got...

wen i gve al my heart!!

HURT!!!

bt dats nt last long~~

cuz i loves my frens much more~~

hehe~~~

hating him?myb not....

lalalala~~

dowan to tink a'more~~`

i have my amazing frens~~

so wat...i wont care~~

s long i have my frens sume =)

guys b wth me~~~

dun asks cuz i wont tel any~~

juz b with me~~

GOOD GIRLS GONE BAD

haha~~~
wel i did feel d chnged...
im not d old ain a'more....
dunnoe why..
bt i feel dat im chnged...
myb not a lots bt im cnhged.....
juz chnged~~~
myb it bcause of d envrnment???
o peoples around me??
erm dunnoe la....
but i tinks kan..
im in love~~~`
hehe...
yela~~~
aways waitin for hs mssge.....
sumtimes miss him....
ermmmmm....
wat's people aways said is damn true la~~~
LOVE IS BLIND.....
**blushing**
hopes dis feelink
wil last frever~~~
feelink dat really pleasant......
yeah;)

it sucks

erm dunnoe wat to do ne...
staying at home...
lepak-ing in my room je..
then on9 n listens to mp3...
dunnoe y i rfused to work...
myb i am too emotional kot..
erm dunnoe la...
juz dowan to feel d pain
again...
ermmmm let it b...

LIED!!!

wen i said im ok...
wen i said im juz fine...
wen i said i preffred alone...
wen i said im hepy...
wen i said im kewl...
wen i said i've notink to fear of..
wen i said i dun care...
wen i said dn hve to wait 4 me...
wen i said dat i can lve wthout u...
erm..
welllllll
dats wat u gt wen u let ur hearts win...
i've no rational in thnking...
wel jz hates...
i cant wait 4 go out for prctcl...
really wanna b d other 'me'....
so damn!!!!
sicks of being nice n kinds towards others
sicks of being hypocrite all d tme...
sicks of sharing....
sicks of evrytink....
im sicks...
mentally mayb :P