sorry for being me....

whre shud i starts? i dun really feel like sharing wth

others but i juz couldnt handle it anymore...

and if i keep it for another period im might be really mad huhu...

ermmm...

its bout our dinner...

i do realised dat lots of people out thre were not satisfied wth me...

myb i was too busy and do hurts them wthout noticed....

i do felt miserable.....lots of tests around d

corner and i stil hve to tink bout the dinner...

i cant even count hw many times i cried in the bathroom ;p

juz wanna settle d dinner and satsfy other???

it's really hard being top of d organizer...

a lots of tings i need to inspects...

sumtimes even simple and nonsence tings they're asked me...

i do feel fed up but i cant give up cuz i noe dat my responsible...

mybe thy thought juz bcuz im d top of orgnzer

i can juz sits around n let all my crew do the tasks for me....

but...think if u were in my shoes?

im sure they will understand...

i gives my full efforts for that event...

im trying really hard for being d best but still???

i cant...

its hurted me soooo badddddd...

i need to tinks and settle lots of things....

even my frens sumtimes did felt dssapointed towards me...

really wanna them to noe dat i din mean to hurt u guys.....

juz dowan u guys to feel d same feeling like i felt.........

handling this event really make me suffered a lots....

wth the crew that really arrogant,ego, bossy and annoying attitudes...

BULLSHIT!!!!!

guys......i'm normal persons...

i smile wen im hepy n i do cry wen im sad...

please....dun simply judge my jobs if u dun really know.....